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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Barrier~

We were stranger back then..
My mui introduced you to me
and we're friends from that day onwards..

- I broke through your 'stranger' barrier

We seldom talked even we are friends..
The most is we talked through facebook..
We started talking and chatting everyday..
We then upgraded from friends to good friends..

- I broke through your 'friends' barrier

We then gets closer and closer..
Hang out, shopping, and movies~
like what close friends always do..

- I broke through your 'close friends' barrier

We shared our experience in everything..
And listened to each other..
We then became best friends..

- I broke through your 'best friends' barrier

I've gain your trust, and you've gain mine..
Together we trust each other fully without doubts..

- I broke through your 'trust' barrier

You told me bout your family problems..
And I'm there for you all the time, share the pain together..

- I broke through your 'family' barrier

Right now, I wanna break through all your barrier..
And together we become one..
Can I...?


and friends!
just how many barriers has you broke through mine? :D

Monday, April 26, 2010

Bad day~

I don't wanna show my emo-ness to everyone.
Kindly ask me for password.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Its enough~

no offense eh.. Just writing what I feel..


- To not look back at your pass
Yeah of course I know. But no matter how far I run, my past seems to follows me. The distance is always the same, I don't know why.
Indeed, forgive and forget. But I forgive and never forget.
Things I hate and you do it to me, I'll never forget in my life.
I'm totally sick of love, and I really hate it alot now.
Betrays, triangular love, and lots, I've experience soo many of those.
Enough is really enough. I believe everyone knows my tears doesn't falls easily,
but in this post, when I remind myself 'it's enough, Henry',
my tears falls.
My life is just a joke.
There's times I like you, and there's time I don't need you at all.
What's this? No idea. It is said to my crush, quite some time ago, but I did not say it.
I forced myself, like, or love, or whatever it is,
if there's a feel on someone, vanish it before its too late.
I will never really wanna fell into that thingy anymore.

Maybe it's true, I can't live without 'you'.
Maybe it's true, I CAN live without 'you' too.
Seriously, the moment you see me emo, there's only 1 reason - relationships.
My best friend said, 'you're meant to be single life.'
there's someone asked me, 'what's relationship to you?'
I'll answer you here:
it is a shyty stuffs you would never wanna mess with.
It's like gambling, either you lose all, or you win jackpot.
But I'm not a good gambler, I lose all.
And I've learnt my lesson - to not gamble anymore.
There's times I mistaken admire and love, and that makes me confuse.
I dislike it, but now I really don't understand the word 'love' anymore.
Still, I don't really care, I don't wanna know the meaning either.

You left me behind without thinking bout me at all
just like throwing rubbish into the recycle bin
without guilty, and its necessary
ever know how I feel?
all you think is bout yourself
and you never say 'I'm sorry' at all
not even a single msg.
I'm stupid enough to wait for that msg of yours.
It will never happen anyway.



'Its enough, Henry.'

男生有了女朋友后才明白的事

男生在没有女朋友之前,生病了能捱则捱,实在不行了才去看医生;男生有了女朋友之后,生了丁点的小病都要告诉女朋友,不是男生变得娇贵了,而是因为男生喜欢看见女朋友为他担心的样子和焦急的神态,男生觉得这是一种幸福

男生在没有女朋友之前,吃饭不需要人陪;男生有了女朋友之后,即使女朋友不饿,男生也希望女朋友坐在对面看着自己想小孩一样狼吞虎咽的吃,男生觉得这是一种幸福

男生在没有女朋友之前,再累也不说累;男生有了女朋友之后,即使不累,也说自己累,男生希望女朋友用她那温柔的双手给自己按摩,男生觉得这是一种幸福

男生在没有女朋友之前,都是自己一个人上学放学;男生有了女朋友之后,如果偶尔有一次放学后没有见到女朋友,感到自己很孤独,无所事事

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是嘴上说“爱一个就是爱一个人的缺点”;男生有了女朋友之后,要用实际行动来证明这句话

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是认为女朋友做什么事都应该按照男生的意愿来做;男生有了女朋友之后,明白了女朋友也有自己的圈子,也有自己的生活方式,男生不能够干预

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是认为男生应当一诺千金;男生有了女朋友之后,明白了有时候也需要说一些善意的谎言

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是不理解为何女生喜欢流泪;男生有了女朋友之后,明白了那是因为她最爱的人伤害了她

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是对女生的伤心感到无所适从;男生有了女朋友之后,明白了女朋友在最悲伤的时候只需要男生抱一抱她,让她有依靠的感觉,仅此而已

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是认为女生喜欢浪漫;男生有了女朋友之后,明白了女生真正渴求的最浪漫的事就是和他一起慢慢变老

男生在没有女朋友之前,总是认为自己应当被别人疼;男生有了女朋友之后,学会了疼爱身边的每一个人

男生在没有女朋友之前,过着一个人的假期;男生有了女朋友之后,男生则是过女朋友的假期

男生在没有女朋友之前,过着黑白颠倒的生活;男生有了女朋友之后,生活变得非常有规律

男生在没有女朋友之前,还是一个男生;男生有了女朋友之后,才变成了一个男人

Friday, April 23, 2010

♥~很中用的19局话~♥

1、如果发短信息给一个人,他一直不回,不要再发了。没

有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果没有人陪,学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3、如果一个人很难过,找个角落或者在被子里哭一下,不需要别人同情可怜,哭过之后一样开心生活。

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你,请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍,更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情,到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5、如果可以不抽烟,别抽。如果可以不喝酒,别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现,如果只因一些人,那么我们别傻了,爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下,不要一个人默默承受,这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色,广阔的天空自有属于我们 爱,宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人,这对两人都不公平,而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日,包括你的家人,当然,还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓,你可以买精美的礼物,送给妈妈和爸爸。

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐,翻阅几页好书,然后睡个懒觉,快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11、从现在开始,聪明一点,不要问别人想不想你?爱不爱你?若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说,但是从你的嘴里说出来,别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事,顺其自然以最佳心态面对,因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁,这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然,偶尔傻一下有必要,人生不必时时聪明。

14、任何情况下,背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说,说好话。多个朋友是好事,即使不是很要好的,总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧,但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发,但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话,但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时,记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16、一定要有几个异性朋友,没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话,适合烂在心里,有些痛苦,适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过,你成长了,自己知道就好。很多改变,不需要你自己说,别人会看得到

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的,会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它 。

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭,解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内,先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事

Monday, April 19, 2010

如果我想你了

如果我想你了,我会掏出手机,看看有没有你的短信,即使我知道,机率是那么的,渺茫~
但,你已经不会在传短信给我了。

如果我想你了,我会用拇指在手机上飞速的打下一连串的问候,最后却始终没有按下发送的键。只是害怕打扰到你。
但,我不敢在发短信给你了。

如果我想你了,我会打开我们的聊天记录看一下~不管是什么样的对话,始终有种甜蜜的感觉。就像。巧克力的味道~
但,巧克力已经变苦了,我已经不想看到会心碎的东西了。我把全部删除了。

如果我想你了,我会把目光投到很远的地方。满脑子想的都是你……
但,现在看上天上去,满脑子空空的,发呆……

如果我想你了,我会想,你是不是会想我呢?哪怕,只有一秒钟的时间。
但,你心里充满了他,不是我。

如果我想你了,晚上做梦也做到了朦胧的你。我会不愿意醒过来。只是害怕,梦一醒,你会离开……
但,你早已经走得远远了。

如果我想你了,我会深吸一口气,把弥漫了思念的味道的空气吸进,离心脏最近的地方~
但,现在吸进去的,全是伤痛的味道。

如果我想你了,我会把思念换作音符,让它在指尖流露~
但,现在我只能把我们过去,换作伤感的音乐~

如果我想你了,我会照镜子,审视着这样的我,能否匹配这样的你。~
但,无论我照了多少次,还是比不上他的笑容~

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

你晓得吗?

女生的心
常常因為你的小体贴而感动,如果你一直对她好,她可能就会喜欢你。
女生的感情很丰富,喜欢你,会毫无保留的付出,天真的认为有一天你就会懂。
女生的心很容易受伤,所以不轻易說出口,假如期望落空了,伤心难过很不好受。
女生的心很倔強,总希望你先说,
如果你也犹豫不決,或许就这样错过,再來后悔为何当初不说。

男生的心
男生的心很脆弱,常常因为妳的小动作而心碎,如果妳一直若即若离,我怎么敢喜欢妳。
男生的心思很细密,喜欢妳,會不计一切的付出,单纯的以为妳会懂得珍惜。
男生的爱很不容易说出口,因为一旦说出口,或许再也沒有或许了,彼此悲伤见面真的很不好受。
男生的心很懦弱,总怕伤心而紧閉双唇。
或许,一打開双唇尽吐心中的话后,就会后悔当初为何不乖乖沉静在那片刻的幸福中...

男生要的,女生要的
当男生要的,只是一个想保护她的感觉時;女生会去做的,就是一种去照顾他的感觉。
当男生要给她美好的未來而打拼時;女生要的,就是你给她多一点的安全感。
当男生觉得,她不切实际时;女生要的,可能只是一句承诺。
当男生有点承受不住,她所给的东西時;女生觉得,她是给你一点回馈。
当男生觉得,她很烦时;女生要的,只是要你多注意她。
当男生觉得,她多情時;女生只是想,不让你心存怀疑。
当男生觉得,她老是一直打电话,告诉你她的现況時;女生只是不想让你担心。
当男生觉得,她总是喜欢呼朋唤友时;女生只是想把你的好,告诉她的朋友,她过的很好。


也许,在付出的时候,並不知道对方要的是什么,
只好把自己想要的模式套在给他的東西上,
也许对方也不知道你要的是什么。把你要的告诉他吧!

有些人比较木纳,有话直说,也许会吓到你,他须要时间学习;
有些人比较明,会适当反应。
可是他们都一样,希望得到的也只是个机会。
也许,他给的东西对你來说,是负荷,
但是,给他个机会给你个机会,告诉他吧!
在真爱的路上,付出的出发点,都只是为对方好,
如果你心存怀疑,就是对自己怀疑。
重要的是,双方如何拿捏。

也许,她給你的爱表达方式不好,
但是...那女孩会慢慢成长,只要你给她時間。

越在乎的人,反而越會对他产生误会
越在乎的人,犯错反而越不能原諒他
越在乎的人,反而对他會越不客气
越在乎的人,反而越会装做不在乎

你......... 晓得吗?

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

因为,你不喜欢我~

这是一篇很值得一看的日志。写出了很多心声:

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我经常给你发短信
只想了解你的最新情况

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么经常给你发短信
不是此刻想起你
而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想的最厉害

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会知道你那么多的信息
因为你的一切,哪怕是早点吃了什么
对于我来说也是有意义的

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测,乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么会那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句
那你忙吧!我不打扰时
内心的纠结

因为不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息
不开心时,看着看着,不自觉的傻笑
因为感觉你就在身边
自我安慰么

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你对我的忽冷忽热
总是让我不自觉被你掌控
一半甜蜜,一半忧伤

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会经常生你气
喜欢上一个人
也赋予了他伤害我的权力

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在我失去你信息的日子里
我是多么的沮丧
我怕就此失去你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我
而我却在时时刻刻的想着你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你在我眼里多么的重要
而我知道
我在你眼里却是十分的渺小

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我的MSN只为你一个人而闪亮
只为你一个人“在线”
即使有时你是隐身或是离开,也许为的是等别人的头像亮起来
我也觉得值得

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不会关注我的空间,Facebook的变化
但是你只要偶然打开看一眼
所有的所有跟你全有关系
我会为了你看到
而感到既兴奋又紧张

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我的MSN和skype状态只为你一个人改变
我的心情
永远只是写给你一个人看

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在你坚持喜欢着某人的时候
我也在坚持在我的坚持
一直在这儿等着……等着你 ……

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我等待着你的关心
却等到我关上了心

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一举一动对于我来说
都是指挥棒
指挥着我的心情和生活
你没有关注过我
没有在乎过我
甚至不知道我一直在默默奉献着
因为你一直都不懂……

Monday, April 12, 2010

十二星座付出真爱的门槛儿

每个人的心里都有一条衡量感情的分界线,只要跨过了这个门槛,他就会为为你付出真爱。想知道不同的星座付出真爱的门槛都是什么吗?快来看看


白羊座 - 真爱的门槛:坦白一切、够优秀

白羊座人对感情直率而真诚,眼睛里容不得半点沙子。跟白羊座交往,你仿佛遇上了小风暴,时时要准备遭遇惊险的画面;跟白羊座交往,你仿佛是他永远的囚徒,永远要记住“坦白从宽,抗拒从严”,要是你让他知道你心里有一丝一毫“坦白从宽牢底坐穿,抗拒从严回家过年”的想法,哼哼,那就有你的好果子吃了!

跟白羊座恋爱,当他告诉你他喜欢你,那么他就是真心实意的喜欢你。但是喜欢你和他的原则相比,当然,他的原则更重要!切记!不要对白羊座隐瞒什么,如果他真的关注你,他会无声无息的掌握你所有的背景资料。至于你说的是真是**嘛,他早就一清二楚了。如果你的隐瞒跟他的原则相抵触,白羊人,尤其是白羊女人会表现出最狠的心肠,他可以跟你分手的时候,掰开你紧紧握住他的双手。不过在你不知道的角落,他一个人独处的时候,却是一个人坐在空房间饮泣到天亮的。

一旦他们认定你,白羊男人能系起围裙,为你做喷香的排骨汤,白羊女人则是相夫教子,出得厅堂,入得厨房,对你一定温柔如水,那些绝不可退让的铁面就一致对外了。

你,过得了他们的原则关吗?

金牛座 - 真爱的门槛:踏实、美貌

金牛座看起来是在帮别人挑选对象,其实自己比别人还入戏,细细体会,他用的对象衡量标准都是他自己的,所以,给别人挑的时候,呵呵,也是时时在为自己找对象。那么为什么不说破呢?人家不好意思嘛!

金牛座的体贴和温存都是有着强烈的目标性的,他会暗示暗示再暗示,实在不行,再明示,他总想给你一个惊喜,给你一个浪漫的surprise!可是,要是你不吃惊喜这套,连连让他受打击,让他觉得你又不听话,又没有能力,沾花惹草,赚不来钱,那么,他就会狠心的放你的鸽子喽!

刚开始是回短信的字数越来越少,到后来,就不回你短信。当你问他,他也会把他的状态告诉你。金牛座是不能冷的。冷了几天以后,他就会灰心转移自己的目标到别人身上了。

双子座 - 真爱的门槛:美貌与气质并存

双子座聪明伶俐,重视人的外貌、仪态和气质。看起来他们是轻浮的,但是实际上他们最会挑选爱情的对象,被他们挑上的肯定是多方面的能手。不过嘛,他们太喜欢挑了,有的时候会挑花了眼,甚至失去了重点。
他们的爱情因为跟外在的很多事情有关,所以,有的时候他们往往忽略了异性一些最基本的美德。跟他们在一起,你会有一辈子做情人的感觉。

你喜欢谈恋爱谈一辈子嘛?

巨蟹座 - 真爱的门槛:把握得住你

巨蟹座温柔体贴,心思细腻。他们有的时候也很淘气,任性起来,像一个小孩子。他们有时候能给你气得半死,以为你失去他们了,有的时候,又很窝心,让你觉得他们是世界上最体贴,最会站在别人角度为别人照想的人。

他们有一个原则是永远碰不得的,那就是你要对他们不离不弃,要对他们好。

他们很多人都渴望有一个温暖的家,虽然有的时候他们运营的有些机械化,但是,那肯定是他们没有意识到,明确地告诉他们,他们会改好的。千万别伤他们的心,你可以犯错误,但是不可以伤害他们。当他们发现他们只是你的一个暂时存货,他们会毫不犹豫地离开你。

他们会不见你,可能很有耐心的在电话里跟你讲道理,但是,当他们已经决定了分手这样的结局,如果不是用持续的温情来感化,他们会把这件事情放在最隐秘的地方,甚至终声闭口不提。巨蟹座在爱情上是非常倔强的。

别伤害他们,你做得到吗?

狮子座 - 真爱的门槛:会说贴心话

狮子座会觉得你是他的。他们的感情很直接很确定,你是他的,就已经定下来了。他们绝对是热情的海洋,舍得给你花钱,当然,也舍得花心思给你设重重考验。狮子座的人为了爱情,可以变成一个侦探。他要把握住你的所有状态和参数,要对你的行踪牢牢掌控在手,如果发现你欺骗他,请注意!不是背叛,不是劈腿,是欺骗!只要是谎言,就会让他对你的感情产生变化。至于他们自己的私生活。这个,不归你管!你什么时候听过王者只有一个配偶的,对不对?

不过说实在的,跟狮子座谈恋爱,真的是一种享受。男人俊俏女人漂亮,有些自恋,也会让周围的人觉得理所当然。跟狮子座恋爱,就仿佛在吃冰淇淋,一口一口甜在心里,温柔如丝般顺滑。而且狮子座的人算是最好哄的一个星座了,只要你跟他们说,他们如何美丽,你如何需要他们,并且来一点点的强硬,一点点哦!他们就会被你溶化得晕头转向。

万人迷的狮子座,你要保护一辈子,你愿意吗?

处女座 - 真爱的门槛:追求攻势积极,态度坦诚

处女座聪明,对周围的人、事、物都有一套自己的独特见解,你不用多解释,只要你表现好,他们自然就会接纳你,反之也一样。也许,你认为处女座的人不需要甜言蜜语,不,那不是真的,好听的话谁都会讲,处女座更加相信实践出真知。处女座在工作上可以说是最合格的上司,但是对于爱情也用工作的方法来说,有的时候,你会误会他们,你会以为处女座的人是在爱情上不积极不争取的人。其实不然,处女座很在意他们的爱情,可能因为在意,有的时候更希望爱情是稳固的,所以不会强求。他们虽然说话凌厉,但是为人善良,做事公正,是个很好相处的人,很值得长期相处的人。

如果要学会爱处女座,你要懂得长一双眼睛,用脑子去爱。他们的付出就像宝藏一样,只要你勤奋,你会越挖越多的。问题是,你带铲子了没有?

天秤座 - 真爱的门槛:魅力无边

天秤座不会狂热地追求你,他会把你写进小说里。他不会恶意的挑逗你,他会说乐意为您效劳。他表现的不是非常的积极,除非你对他很确定。他的爱情稳扎稳打,稳定平衡,是他的原则,他会因为觉得麻烦而不愿意去换一个爱人。不是每个天秤座的男人都爱猫,不是每个天秤座的女人都热衷动漫,但是他们大多数人都有着艺术天赋,并且愿意无偿的对你提供帮助,只要你对他们是真诚的好。人家说借人钱,不借道。但是他们是少数的,愿意教你很多东西,并且无论你的是恋人、情人、朋友都会对你温柔的少数人种。他们并不是没有自己的好恶,不过贵在能忍。只是忍有限度,一旦,爆发,他们决不回头。

跟天秤座人恋爱总是徜徉在一种轻松愉快的气氛中,他不会让你觉得尴尬,他对于突发事件落落大方,在他看来,有共同的兴趣爱好比性的吸引更加重要。

跟天秤座在一起,你会发现他有很多朋友,你可以保证你不吃他朋友的醋嘛?

天蝎座 - 真爱的门槛:挑起人的激情

要说猜心游戏天蝎座自称拿第二名,没有人敢拿第一名。你的眼神动作,一个眉毛的轻蹙都会被他看在眼里记在心里。除非是优秀的演员,不然逃不过他的法眼。跟天蝎座在一起,只有真诚才能打动他的心,勾心斗角,他是始祖,关公门前耍大刀,最多你只会让他觉得很好笑。

其实天蝎座的人很好相处,因为他们很实际,他们决不会因为你放屁打嗝而拒绝你,当然太过分了谁都受不了,不过偶然的失态,他们不会记挂在心的。可以说,跟天蝎座谈恋爱,你完全可以撕掉自己的面具,当然如果你是个花心发电机,规劝你还是跟他们做朋友吧!他们喜欢跟人攀谈这些经历,但是他们正经的恋爱基本都是以结婚为前提,爱得猛烈,爱得刻骨,跨地域、跨时间,他们都不怕。爱情之中,他们怕的是说话不算数。

跟天蝎座在一起,恋爱是激情而浪漫的,生活他们也会帮你打点,他们是善良的慈善家。不过,他们的小心眼,你要学会不断去平抚。你要给他们及时地解释你做事情的原因,你当时的想法。有错就认,这就是好孩子。

有一个问题:当你想做一个坏人的时候,是不可以的。但是当他们想做坏人的时候,你是不会知道的。这样的生活,你要不要?

射手座 - 真爱的门槛:可以为他受尽委屈

射手座的最大优点就是乐观。但并不排除他没有想过最悲观的情况,但是他想了以后,就放在那边了,还是一心想着明天会更美好。射手座的人的隐私是最多的,你会发现很多事情,他压根就不告诉你。当然,对他来讲,他也是出于好意,公平的讲,这些好意有些自以为是。有的时候,你会听到他们抱怨别人不关心他们,很多时候,这种情况是他们自己造成的。他们不肯敞开心扉。想要你来的时候,就来,你找他们的时候,却找不到,这在恋爱关系中,的确是很不公平的。

不过,结婚对射手座来说是个鲤鱼跳龙门的过程,只要这个婚姻是他希望要的,它就会完全变成另外一个人。不论射手男女,他们都会在结婚以后,主动丢掉以前的暧昧的朋友甚至情人。也许他们嘴上会抱怨,自己为你付出了多少,但是从秉性上,他们不会做对不起家庭有害家庭的事情。

问题来了,婚前婚后差别这么大的射手座,有多少人敢这样赌博?你敢吗?

摩羯座 - 真爱的门槛:有内涵并且够胆疯狂

要说聪明,摩羯座绝对是顶尖的。他精打细算,前后做事都有余地绝对不亏。摩羯座也许在年轻的时候会冒些风险,但是冒险过以后,就不再会了。如果你遇到一位很稳重的摩羯座,而且他做事情绝不冒险,放心,他疯狂过,而且绝对是小说中那样浪漫的情怀。摩羯座的记性很好的,吃过的亏,隐忍,不会再犯第二次错。你可以有很多机会骂别人“笨蛋”“傻子”“猪头”,但是对于摩羯座,这种机会很少,而且你骂他的话,是会尝到代价的!

说摩羯座小心眼,其实这是很不要解释的问题。他们的确很斤斤计较,但是他们更以大局为重,在以大局为重的情况下,他们是少见的,仍然斤斤计较的一群很有意思的人类。有的时候,你会被他们的好记性,很周全的考虑,连最后一个细节都不忘的表现逗笑。(这个句子有点长,慢慢念,慢慢品味~)

摩羯座可以说是居家过日子的良伴,也是一位良师益友。不过有个问题,摩羯座人其实蛮好色的,而且还有一群不分年龄阶层的军团崇拜他。有一天你惊讶的发现了这一切,你能忍嘛?

水瓶座 - 真爱的门槛:专情、善良、纯真
跟水瓶座谈恋爱,必受伤。这一条可以吓跑一堆人,如果你还愿意继续坚持看看水瓶座是个什么样的人,那么,继续往下读吧!水瓶座的人98%都是爱情的逃兵,心里很想爱很想爱,可是迟迟就是不放马过来,抑或乎冷乎热。你当他们用计谋阿?算了吧!他们虽然知道这是很好用的计谋,可是真的这么做,只有一个原因:水瓶座害怕爱情。他们也知道自己最不擅长的就是爱情了。暧昧的话,他们是高手,调侃的话,绝对不怕,但是恋爱,这个问题有点严重。恋爱对他们来说是很恐怖的事情。跟他们恋爱,伤人伤己,除非你很坚持,很温柔、很稳定,否则,他们会以各种方式把爱情的可能性从大化小,从小化无。在你不知道的地方,不知道他都给你写了多少东西了。可是,恐怕你根本就没想到他对你这么上心。

生活太美,爱情多痛~水瓶座因为胆子小,所以他们一般很容易被稳定所吸引,但水瓶是风向星座,就注定有着一双翅膀。只要你肯对他有一颗宽容的心(当然有些事情该计较还是要计较)他会慢慢的停下脚步,不再飞翔。不过,不要妄图摘下他的翅膀,除非杀了他。水瓶是属于回报型的恋爱星座,只要你对他好,不要让他有一天醒悟,“天哪,你居然这样对我!”他可以为你放弃天使般的生活,水瓶座从不介意过着平淡的生活,他让你的生活充满乐趣。可贵的是,无论是男女,他们都不介意成为爱人的后盾,背后的贡献者。水瓶人最容易出风头,但是他们是最懂得退让的风向星座了。天底下最好的记性和最滥的记性都是水瓶座的。

心上有翅膀的人,你有那么巨大的勇气,巨大的胆量,巨大的魄力去争取嘛?

双鱼座 - 真爱的门槛:把握得住他

双鱼座,你以为要给他修灯,他却准备了烛光晚餐;你以为他只是要你帮他解围裙,才发现他的呼吸急促;你以为他爱你,其实,他的心中有很多浪漫爱情故事,你只是其中一个。跟双鱼座谈恋爱,一个字“乱”!双鱼座往往不太清楚自己应该做什么,他们总是象一只掉进毛线团的猫,把自己弄得乱七八糟,不过从某个角度来说~也是非常的可爱。跟双鱼人谈恋爱,你会发现他们心很细,要求很多,但是你不可以对他们自己提出要求,你只要称赞他们就够了,反正你的意见,他们总是有理由反驳回来的,而且会让你们两个都很不高兴。说说跟双鱼座恋爱的优点吧!双鱼座上得厅堂,入得厨房,口才极佳,非常善于处理复杂的人事关系,管你有七大姑八大姨,他都能把你们家上上下下打点得极其满意。双鱼座一旦打算正正经经的以结婚为前提恋爱,他对爱的人绝对是从上到下都会帮着打理好,而且总是营造浪漫的气氛,自己的朋友也都一一介绍给心上人。

双鱼座的人,都是容易迷路的孩子。跟双鱼恋爱,你认得路吗?人生的路,可没有地图哦

Saturday, April 10, 2010

一句我等你,不知道需要多大的勇气 ~♥

一句我等你,不知道需要多大的勇气

它远比我爱你三个字,来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待,也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句我等你,包含了很多的,无奈,心酸,苦涩
或许是爱不到,或许是不能爱
无论怎样,我等你这个承诺,远比我爱你更动听

看看身边,有多少人曾经对你说我爱你
可有谁会说一句我等你,谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待,
说一句我爱你很容易,可却很少有人愿意会说一句我等你
在我看来,
一句我等你,是三个字的承诺 ♥

也许你面前的这个人,一句我爱你感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说我等你的人,
只是三个字,
前者的爱有激情但肤浅,后者的爱单纯又执着

年少的时候,我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句我爱你,受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句--> 我爱你

那个时候,你更愿意听到那一句我等你

如果,在你身边有那么一个人
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出,默默的等你
那么,请千万珍惜
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出,他懂得那一句,我等你

可是你知道吗?
为了爱你,选择等你,等你
是因为更能好好爱你 …♥
让你给他一个家,陪她走完这一生,

如果正有一个等你的他,
好好珍惜,能拥有对你这样痴情的他,
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇…,
你遇到了请不要辜负他的心,♥
因为说出等你时他就决定,
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇…

或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福,

即使他对你们的结果心里没底…都一直等下去,
说明他真的对你太痴心!
你也可以说他傻,但是一切都是为你傻,
能等到你,和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福!

相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福…

经常给他传个短信,他就会兴奋不已,
再孤独也不会觉得空虚,
因为虽看不到你,心中都装满了你…

好好珍惜吧………
祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果…

Friday, April 9, 2010

Lies may not be all bad~

Everyone lies!
yes everyone.
Even a small kid knows how to lie.
Who teached them?!
its human nature.
'owh son, its time for school.'
'no mom, I had stomach ache.'
Kids started to lie
what bout adults?
Their lies are more realistic
where nobody can even know its fake.

1 question,
WHY exactly they lie?
they had their reasons of course.
Reasons that will cause life, hurt, and stuffs you wouldn't wanna know.
Just like me,
lie with reasons.
A reason that nobody ever believes in.
I lie,
for the sake of everyone.
It sounds fake, but yeah.
I care about everyone and I lied for the sake of all of you.
Ending up hurting myself.
But its okay,
as long as everyone's happy.

2nd question,
who I lied to before?
Actually..
The closer you are to me,
the more lies there are.
But I lied with reason - I don't want you to be hurt.
You're someone I cared much.
Also, the closer you are to me,
the less secret you will have.
I can see through every words of yours,
and identify is it a lie or not.
So, if you did lied to me,
I will know you did :3
but you're selfish you know.
I never thought you're that kind of person.
YET, I lied to you, with the reason
I don't want your friendship with someone to be affected.

More specific?
Can, I can even list it out here.
princess, my mui's from Assunta, my daughters from Assunta, my parents, my siblings, and close friends.
Yet there are some I never lie to.
I'm being me when I'm with them, so I no need to lie.
I lied for their protection
I lied for them to be happy
I lied so no one gets hurt.
Lies are not all harms,
just the way you view it,
you think its a harm.
Why not spend some time like me,
to understand why they lied?
The world will seems brighter that way.
Try it.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Black and white~

'In my opinion, I think you are a nice person.
You seem to ignore people's view on you though maybe you deep inside, you care about what they think of you.
You want attention because you don't get that at home or when you are small.
So, like you said before, you find it from somewhere else.
Besides that, at times because you want attention, you can act like a small kid as deep down, you are still one.
but you can be serious and mature if needed.
but people don't see that.
You are emotional at times too because you need to release it from within you.
Probably due to the past, people don't listen to you.
So you want them to realize how you feel inside.
You get annoyed easily if people judged you too quickly or wrongly because you feel people don't understand you.
There are lots of times when you feel lonely too.
All alone and uncared for.
You try not to change how you view yourself or your beliefs but give in at the end because you are forced to.
You are trying to be mentally strong but problems and people break you.'

this lil gal.. omg.. she really knows me soooo well..
aww.. I'm so touched.. =]
I guess its time for me to notice you now XD
we didn't hang out much since we knew each other,
but you can see so much from me, I'm impressed!
Its wise to take up psychology course!
Good decision..

Anyhowwwwwww
I'm bored..
dead bored..
Sorry Audrey, didn't reply you much
moodless these days neh~
sorry to all my mui's too
didn't talk much and reply in msn..
finals is coming very soon,
Monday it is..
Here I pray for all my friends
blessed by god
and everything will turn out fine~

Life is black and white as I see now.
And I'm not saying it out here.
Deal with it.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

In Pieces~

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

There's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith
What you build, you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith
All I've gots what you didn't take

So I...
I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this, in pieces
And you...
You will be alone...
Alone with all your secrets, and regrets
Don't lie

You promised me the sky
Then tossed me like a stone
You wrapped me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

There's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith
All I've gots what you didn't take

So I...
I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this, in pieces
And you...
You will be alone...
Alone with all your secrets, and regrets
Don't lie

So I...
I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this, in pieces
And you...
You will be alone...
Alone with all your secrets, and regrets
Don't lie

别等不该等的人,别伤不该伤的心

爱的时候,让他自由;不爱的时候,让爱自由。

别等不该等的人,别伤不该伤的心  既在乎曾经拥有,也

在乎天长地久

  宁愿高傲单身,也不委屈自己。

  别等不该等的人,别伤不该伤的心。

  有时,爱也是种伤害.

  残忍的人,选择伤害别人;

  善良的人,选择伤害自己.

  暗恋是最好的哑剧,说出来可能会变成悲剧

  哭,并不代表我屈服;

  退一步,并不象征我认输;

  放手,并不代表我放弃;

  正如我微笑,并不意味着我快乐

  只有放弃,没有忘记。

  看的淡一点,伤的就会少一点,时间过了,爱情淡了,也就散了。

  时间,让深的东西越来越深,让浅的东西越来越浅。

  佛说缘是一块冰,要度五百年。

  佛问苦吗?我说不苦。佛于是许我一段缘。得之我幸,不得我命。如此而已.

  前世的500次回眸才换来今生的一次擦肩而过。

  我宁愿用来世的一次擦肩而过来换得今生的500次回眸。

  我笑,全世界都跟着我笑;我哭,全世界只有我一个人哭。

  孤独,不一定不快乐;

  得到,不一定能长久。

  失去不一定不再拥有,

  可能因为某个理由而伤心难过

  但,却能找个理由让自己快乐

  爱上一个人的时候,总会有点害怕,怕得到他;怕失去他。

  不用等待的人,是幸福的.

  我们真的要过了很久很久,才能够明白,自己真正怀念的,到底是怎样的人,怎样的事.

  什么事情都会习惯的,譬如别离和思念。

  爱与被爱,不一定成正比。

  在对的时间,遇见对的人,是一种幸福

  在对的时间,遇见错的人,是一种悲伤

  在错的时间,遇见对的人,是一声叹息

  在错的时间,遇见错的人,是一种无奈

  不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己

  如果哪天,我为别人披上了嫁衣,

  也许是因为年龄,也许是因为累了,

  也许是因为真的想与那个人携手一生……

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tired day again~

Woke up around 10am~
and went to college to study in library with coursemate~
along with my contact lens WHEEEEEE~
I love it! =D

well yeah,
today have AutoCAD examination~
I finished very quickly and tried to help others
but its an exam, lecturer scolded me =(
sorry to those who I promised to help!

so had lunch with bunch of close friends in canteen~
lunch @ 3.30pm WOOT! XD
and then we're back to library studying till 5.30pm~
thanks to someone, sms me and woke me up~
I fell asleep @.@

just when I was back home,
a friend called saying she's locked inside her room~
wanted me to unlock the door HAHAHAHA!
yeah spended 1 hour to unlock the door
and FINALLY she 'came out from the darkness' XD
HAHAH sry I can't stop laughing =D

we then had dinner together around 9pm~
along with ks and 1 friend of his~
had lots of fun and chit-chat till 10+
hohoho they rushed home for assignments~
and yeah,
I continue making my TRANSFORMER!
WUHUU!! IT'S DONE!!
ks's transformer BOOM XD
after my hand of god touched it
his transformer is working fine! XD


There! It's done! 24V at maximum! So its perfect! WOHOO!
well I got shocked by the electricity when fixing it -_-
my hand, uhhhh till now still 'vibrating', so pain~

these days,
felt so moodless,
I can't become emo at all,
which means I can't think of any idea for blog.
Is it cause finals is coming?
But I don't feel the stress at all.
Is it cause I'm tired?
But I had a loooong rest for few days d.
Just as I'm trying to figure it out,
someone msn'ed me and I've got my answer.
-my heart is not in pieces, but in dust form.
it is so small that I gave up on fixing it back together.
fixing a dust back into a heart shape,
it will definately takes a long time,
but it seems that I've given up shaping it back.
My thinking and thoughts had changed.
So does my personality.
Where they go? I don't know.
I just know that I can't get them back anymore.
Everytime my heart breaks into pieces,
I'll fix it.
But no longer how long I've fixed,
once its broken again, it breaks into even smaller pieces.

Heartless me..
I don't know what else to say..
I don't know what to do either..
All I know is ignoring it and continue walking..
Off to bed I'll be going..
Trying to ignore everything..

Monday, April 5, 2010

Jessica's birthday~

HELL YEAH~!
I'm finally posting it up~!
WUHU W27 rocks!

and so here's the procedure of what we did in Sunway Pyramid~
PRANKING JESSICA!

1. Make Stephen Lai Laugh

If failed,

- Go to 5 strangers and tell them ‘Today is my birthday, please sign on my hand’.

- Eat Chilies.

2. Arcade: Detona Challenge

Breaking a new record.

If failed,

- Hang a pre-made card

o Back “If you think you’re pretty, look at me!”

o Front “Today is my birthday!”

3. Make Kar Heng laugh

If failed,

- Go to any 5 guys and tell them “You look really really handsome” and get a signature.

4. Guessing / IQ game

- Answer 10 questions within 5 minutes

- If unable to answer a question, can choose to eat bitter gout/tao geh/wasabi to jump to another question.

5. Buy a “baby dots” and put it in her mouth, go to 5 people and take photo.

6. Asian Avenue: Dance Para-para Paradise (The Dance Machine)

Pass normal stage

7. Archery challenge: to hit at least 5 arrows on the target - no punishment

8. Finally: Dinner @ Wong Kok

Photos can be viewed from my facebook profile~

sry, wasn't in a mood for anything, so I'll just leave it this short~

Friday, April 2, 2010

birthday wishes~

May 12th 1996

a college student name Louis
is finally dating his crush named Angelin
they have been hanging out themselves for almost a year
and today, Louis decided to confess to her
they both went to a park walking while talking
and sat down at a bench nearby
Angelin brought his favourite cake
-Tiramisu cake
2 pieces of it with a candle on top
celebrating his birthday together
till the skies suddenly become dark
and rain started to falls
they both ran together to a shaded area
and they were both wet
Louis hugged her from behind
'Hey, we are so wet! Don't hug me! Later we will fall sick.'
'Its ok, we shall fall sick together.'
Angelin turned and looked at him in the eyes
'I know you didn't prepared any presents for me,
but is it possible if I want you as my birthday present?'
Angelin closed her eyes slowly
and they had their very first kiss under the rain.

They had their sweet times everywhere
even in college you'll never see them apart
and they won't separate without a goodbye kiss
as they stay very closed by
you won't be surprised to see them having dinner together,
going back home together,
or overnight at each others house.
This sweet loving couple,
become the topic of everyone in college.
They all are jealous bout them being so sweet
yeah especially those single ones.
Very fast, they are well known in the college
everyone knows them even if they are different course.

But one day, something happened.
This sweet lovely couple had made everyone's thought towards them
'polluted'
they aren't as sweet and lovely as being said
they argued and fight at home.
Where the neighbours heard them and came to see
trying to chill them down
but that worsen the condition.
They argued until started to hit each other
and ended with a break up.
This case is spread to the whole college
and everyone is shocked.
Surprisingly,
everyone saw them holding hands
and being sweet in the college!
They are all confused by what happened.
When they are questioned,
they both will keep quiet and smiled
so basicly no body ever knows what happened.

They started to argued more frequently
Louis is hot tempered and his jealousy is very strong
but he's sweet and lovely when he is neutral.
Angelin likes to talk back when she disagree with certain things
and because of her family background
she takes self-defend lessons in school.
Louis never felt guilty about every arguement they had
but Angelin cries under the moonlight every night
Blaming herself even if she's not the one wrong.
And they had to act nothing happened in school
that makes it hard for Angelin.

In a blink of an eye
it was already the month of November
he knows that her birthday is coming
so he tried not to argue that often with her
and planning something sweet for her
so she can remember this sweet memory.
But it end up the other way
they argue even more frequently
as there's a guy getting close to her day by day
worrying and care bout her
That makes her even sad.

November 24th 1996

where they had a candle light dinner over his house
he tried very hard not to argue
and yes he made it.
As they lies on the balcony
Louis gave her a cake
her favourite ones too
-fruit cake
as she blews the candle,
Louis asked her to say out her wish.
'I would wanna say thank you, my dear Louis
for loving me and taking care of me.
I would never forget everything we've been through
I forgive you because I love you.
I will never forget the rainy day during your birthday
so does my birthday today
a romantic dinner prepared by your own hands
I felt in love and warmth.
yet,
I wished, we are back to square 1.
as you had extinguished my light towards you
and all the arguements we had
are all actually unnecessary
you abandoned me when I need you the most
I cried on no ones shoulder when I need it
every time I worried bout you
but you seems cold hearted to me
ignoring me without feeling guilty
as if I'm a lost child where you abandon me on the road
I can't stand the pain I had anymore.
I wished, you will meet someone better.
I wished, you will love them more than me.
I wished, you will treat them nicer than me.
I wished, you could be there when they are needed.
I wished, we never had met.'

Thursday, April 1, 2010

这样疼女友很拽的,这才是男友,你够格吗

我不允许你哭,因为有我在你还哭的话,就证明我没用,那还要我干什么?!­
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我不允许你和别的男孩子晚上在外面玩,不是我不信任你,在心胸阔的男孩子也会吃醋的,更何况我是那么的在乎你!­

我不允许你不吃饭,人是铁饭是钢,身体是革命的本钱,我不想你死我前头!­


我不允许你熬夜,理由和第二条一样,身体是革命的本钱,我不想你死我前头!­

我不允许你干体力活,有我在你凭什么那么累,乖乖的给我擦汗,倒水喝!­

我不允许你起的比我早,别废话,让你睡你就睡,睡饱了好起来吃我做的早餐!­

我不允许你单独一个人走夜路,因为有我在我永远不会让你一个人走!­

我不允许你吃醋,开玩笑,我那么专一,我如果在你面前多看别的女生一眼,我把自己剁了!­

我不允许你喝酒,不是不让你喝,少喝可以,喝多了伤身体!­

我不允许你把手弄伤,一个女生最漂亮的除了脸蛋就是手了,你要爱护啊!­

我不允许你不信任我,我对你承诺的话,说过的话,答应你的一切我都会做到! ­

我不允许你不理我,你在我心中是那么重要,没有你我会很不自在,不要折磨我好吗?­

我不允许你和我斗嘴,我让着你你才能赢,到现在和女生打嘴架除了我让着的,要不没有能赢我的!

我不允许你孤单,我的爱和思念会时刻陪在你左右,有它们陪你,你不会感到孤单!­

我不允许你下雨不打伞,虽然女人是水做的,但淋湿了会感冒,我会心疼! ­

我不允许你生气,有我在你会很开心的,哪怕是天塌了,我也要先把你逗笑! ­

我不允许你不听话,你如果问我为什么强行抱你去医院的话,我只回答一句话:"因为你是我的!" ­

我不允许你吓我,我很胆小,不要用任何事吓我,我会很害怕! ­

我不允许你打我,不要打了,你的手会很痛的,我很抗打哦! ­

我不允许你大声的跟我喊,省省吧,嗓子不痛吗?喊坏了我还心疼呢!­

我不允许你独自过马路,现在的司机很猛的,我要牵着你的手,把你平安的送到对面!­

我不允许你懦弱,你要非常强悍,我这么不听话,你要管得住我哦!­

我不允许你斤斤计较,做女人要看的开,心胸广阔才能快乐,听话哦!­

我不允许你是最快乐的,因为拥有你,我已经是世上最快乐的了,所以你只能排第二了!­

我不允许你不说话,宝贝,我们也需要交流,就算是我单方面的赔礼道歉你也应该给点面子说声:“原谅你吧!”­

我不允许你要风度不要温度,多穿点吧,天冷会感冒的,不管你穿的怎么样,你在我眼里都是最美的!­

我不允许你减肥,我的爱跟你的体重没关系,你要坚信无论你变成什么样,我都爱你!­

我不允许你迷惘,小傻瓜不许怀疑我是否爱你!­
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我不允许你去远的地方不告诉我,那样我一定会疯的! ­

我不允许你………………­