birthday wishes~

May 12th 1996

a college student name Louis
is finally dating his crush named Angelin
they have been hanging out themselves for almost a year
and today, Louis decided to confess to her
they both went to a park walking while talking
and sat down at a bench nearby
Angelin brought his favourite cake
-Tiramisu cake
2 pieces of it with a candle on top
celebrating his birthday together
till the skies suddenly become dark
and rain started to falls
they both ran together to a shaded area
and they were both wet
Louis hugged her from behind
'Hey, we are so wet! Don't hug me! Later we will fall sick.'
'Its ok, we shall fall sick together.'
Angelin turned and looked at him in the eyes
'I know you didn't prepared any presents for me,
but is it possible if I want you as my birthday present?'
Angelin closed her eyes slowly
and they had their very first kiss under the rain.

They had their sweet times everywhere
even in college you'll never see them apart
and they won't separate without a goodbye kiss
as they stay very closed by
you won't be surprised to see them having dinner together,
going back home together,
or overnight at each others house.
This sweet loving couple,
become the topic of everyone in college.
They all are jealous bout them being so sweet
yeah especially those single ones.
Very fast, they are well known in the college
everyone knows them even if they are different course.

But one day, something happened.
This sweet lovely couple had made everyone's thought towards them
'polluted'
they aren't as sweet and lovely as being said
they argued and fight at home.
Where the neighbours heard them and came to see
trying to chill them down
but that worsen the condition.
They argued until started to hit each other
and ended with a break up.
This case is spread to the whole college
and everyone is shocked.
Surprisingly,
everyone saw them holding hands
and being sweet in the college!
They are all confused by what happened.
When they are questioned,
they both will keep quiet and smiled
so basicly no body ever knows what happened.

They started to argued more frequently
Louis is hot tempered and his jealousy is very strong
but he's sweet and lovely when he is neutral.
Angelin likes to talk back when she disagree with certain things
and because of her family background
she takes self-defend lessons in school.
Louis never felt guilty about every arguement they had
but Angelin cries under the moonlight every night
Blaming herself even if she's not the one wrong.
And they had to act nothing happened in school
that makes it hard for Angelin.

In a blink of an eye
it was already the month of November
he knows that her birthday is coming
so he tried not to argue that often with her
and planning something sweet for her
so she can remember this sweet memory.
But it end up the other way
they argue even more frequently
as there's a guy getting close to her day by day
worrying and care bout her
That makes her even sad.

November 24th 1996

where they had a candle light dinner over his house
he tried very hard not to argue
and yes he made it.
As they lies on the balcony
Louis gave her a cake
her favourite ones too
-fruit cake
as she blews the candle,
Louis asked her to say out her wish.
'I would wanna say thank you, my dear Louis
for loving me and taking care of me.
I would never forget everything we've been through
I forgive you because I love you.
I will never forget the rainy day during your birthday
so does my birthday today
a romantic dinner prepared by your own hands
I felt in love and warmth.
yet,
I wished, we are back to square 1.
as you had extinguished my light towards you
and all the arguements we had
are all actually unnecessary
you abandoned me when I need you the most
I cried on no ones shoulder when I need it
every time I worried bout you
but you seems cold hearted to me
ignoring me without feeling guilty
as if I'm a lost child where you abandon me on the road
I can't stand the pain I had anymore.
I wished, you will meet someone better.
I wished, you will love them more than me.
I wished, you will treat them nicer than me.
I wished, you could be there when they are needed.
I wished, we never had met.'