Broken heart~

I'm hungry at the time 1:21 am

yet I still have my assignments to do

in fact it is the 3D drawing

which requires alot of brain usage

think think think~

but I couldn't think much.

I'm very sad.

My heart is broken into pieces

after hearing the truth from you.

I was fixing my heart till 1/2 already

and now it breaks into even smaller pieces

which I don't know how long I'm able to fix it anymore.

I felt heartless

because my tears falls without I feeling sad.

I heard lightning storms right outside

while I'm sitting on my balcony writing this.

The weather is super cold now

and I'm freezing.

I no longer felt the warmth within me.

Out of sudden, I just missed you

flashback on everything we've done.

why is this happening on me.

I noticed I've being emo for quite some time already

but I just couldn't help it.

It's because I like you a lot

that makes my heart broken.

You're my heart breaker, you know?

Blog can no longer become my secret hideout

because I know you'll read it when you're online.

So I'm back to be the old me once again

keeping all in,

without making anyone worries.

I'm feeling pressure in my heart

that makes me uneasy for the past 2 weeks.

Its suffering and pain

but I have to deal with it

its my heart after all.

I will be disappearing from you right now

because I felt uneasy if you're beside me

I will be jealous

I will feel the broken heart of mine

I will feel pain either.

You've done nothing wrong

just that I'm the one foolish.

There's nothing much we can talk about anymore.

I'm sorry for everything.

Its almost 2 am already

and I can't stand the cold and my tiredness

back to bed I will be.

Praying everything will be fine for you.

I hope we will never contact each other anymore.