fate~

msn connection problem
facebook account disabled
all there's left is here
the only place where I called home

In this devil world of mine
I could feel everything I've gone through once again
one of the worse
is that tears can't fall at all
suffering there quietly
and acting like nothing happened
is what I do best

I wanted to talked to you
but you did not reply my smses
I believed that you're busy with your stuffs
I don't wanna interrupt you
but I couldn't control myself for missing you
everything in my world seems blur now
its because I care
I care bout you
that makes me worry
and feels hurt for everything
all I could ever do
is staying far apart looking at you
praying for your best

time
passes very fast
and the past can't return
money can't buy either
sad memories in you
I hope you could forget it
I'm begging for your forgiveness
with that simple reason
I like you alot
I can guarantee it won't happen anymore
let time stalls
as I can't do anything more
if you could really find me on your own
I will definately be very happy
and I'm waiting for that day all the while
when someday you felt my disappearance
you'll feel that you need me
that's the day
I will confess...

outcome doesn't really matters to me anymore
we could do everything secretly
but its your choice
either we have fate
or we are fated not to be together
I will appreciate every piece of memory
we had all the time till now