Perfection?

Kenzo is a student
a professional designer and also an engineer
famous among his college
a top model too
also
HE IS SINGLE =]
that makes him one of the top 'WANTED' list among the girls

nice, perfect and good looking huh?
who ever knows what he had being through?
threatening, torturing and full of sadness past
until he feels no more hurt
and tears will never fall anymore
he has alot of master pieces at home
where each pieces, contains his memories
ppl who can understand it, will always leave with tears
and he only allows certain ppl to see it

in a particular day
when he is having a design competition
he met a contestant sitting beside him
smiling at him all the time
he can't stand the smile
and he keeps peaking at her
from that day onwards
he started to get close to her
obviously, he's interested on her
follows her everywhere and helps her every time
its been so long since he ever wanted to love

texting her, calling her on the phone
he treasures all the moment
but the girl never shows out how she feels
Kenzo often doubt she dislike him
sooner and later, he found out she had a crush
he's so upset bout it
avoiding her at all cost
and her best friend came to him
chilling him all the while
hoping he won't feel bad
ending up he started to like her
but he knows he couldn't
as she is already long taken
he forced himself not to go any further
but he couldn't

someone found out about this news
and the news is spread to the girl he chased
he was afraid now
afraid to lose her
he is also afraid to lose this other girl too
in confusion he stays
for months he had been like this
emo-ing all the while
he became very quiet in his life
and surprisingly he starts to sell off
all his master pieces he drew on spot
but these pieces of art
nobody can ever understands it
its very complicated
it brings confusion, love, and hatred

soon, he is absent for classes
which he had never done it before
lecturers and friends starts asking around
worrying of his disappearance
but no one every knows what happened
a month passed
and the secret is broken
Kenzo is already dead
according to the doctor,
he said that Kenzo always keeps everything inside his heart
as all the bad things added up
he couldn't stand it anymore
and when it burst
a heart attack attacks him
so that is the past he had
he tried not to be like that anymore
he always tries to smile
and be happy
until when he had the feeling of love
everything seems complicated already
he started to keep it all in again
drawing all his confusion out
hoping someone can help him solve it out
but none understands it
nor able to help him
he ended up keeping all in until it overloads
and it burst.

Kenzo died of heart attack
an unbelievable death of a talented student